Learning how to do that. I think i hold on to people too much i guess i have to wait until they come around, cause i don't wanna look like a fool Iming them or Texting them and them not talk cause i'd feel like a dumbass. So as much as it hurts i have to sit here and wait for them to contact me :]
i want to talk to you but i don't wanna go outta my way and look desperate cause i'm not i just want you back in my life and have all those deep convo's we had and be able to trust each other i guess your better at letting go than i am. so it actually hurts me more then it hurts you which is sad, cause i thought we had a solid friendship.
today, another day with getting my words twisted up and my being blah when i was with icecream. why can't i be myself? it's so weird but idk? i guess i'm nervous though.
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