realizations

Why do people act the way they act? Why do people put others feelings on the line to be broken? I don't know the answer to these questions and i don't think i ever will. Eventually i'll learn and grasp why people do what they do in certain situations, cause i'll have more experience and know what to kinda expect from people. Why do people let those kind of people in their lives? The feeling of having someone that your crushing on is the greatest feeling in the world and when the feeling is mutual it's even better. Just knowing someone out there cares for you means alot. When that's taken away it feels even worss as if your heart chipped of a little and will never repair. In the moment you feel so helpless and resentful that you allowed yourself to be hurt, but give it time you'll feel tons better i tell myself. Just at the moment there's nothing else you wanna do but soak, soak in a tub of regret and your too lazy to get out until someone else comes along. Doesn't mean your dependent, it just means You like to cohabitate with people and you love having that special person in your life.They come and go But when will the one that will stay stroll down my street? Nobody knows..Love is unexpected, fligs are expected thats what i say. How do you like someone so quickly? It's not immature to develop feelings for someone in a day it's you being optimistic and taking a chance. if your diggin someone then why waste it, just go for it. Some may call it infatuation; and it is, but eventually it makes it way from a little seed to a big plant of love.Getting over people is hard, if you have someone you cared for and it's over your always gonna have something with them no matter what you say and do and your always gonna miss them and what you guys had. Like today i miss those conversations on the phone, don't take things for granted cause one day it will be gone, then you have to live with not having that one thing in your life. As we're young we want to enjoy and experience life we tend to date more and have more fligs when we're young. We are so indecisive and are not clear on what we want in life, as we get older we mature we see what we want in life and the people we want in it. How do we pick our close friends? I think a true friend would be considerate of you and what your going through. They're always there for you No matter what. I try to be that guy but it's hard at times. If you have that one friend that you can be yourself around and they are loyal to you...keep them cause good friends are hard to come by. Well I'm gonna be the person i wanted to be at the begining of the year. No bull shit anymore. I wanna change and be able to help someone/people..that would mean the world to me, just knowing you helped someone. Time for the change, hpe you guys like it (;