Bad day!
"That's what you get when you let your heart win"
i'm listening to that right now! Today was the last day of school before we went on our break for Thanksgiving. I'm glad cause school is hella boring. So after school my friend Jonathan came and i talked to him for like 4 minutes ahha, then he went with daven to the mall and i went to the rotc potluck. Well i didn't really make it there cause i started talking to kreesha about things then i started crying and i was embarrassed so i went home and cried more in the car. 2 hours errgh! I haven't cried so hard since my breakup with shanay :( i felt so unwanted and that i was a waste of another persons time. I tried my hardest to act cool, calm and collected. But i could only take so much and i just left and gave a half ass hug and said my goodbyes. I bet you were happy, HUH? i didn't exactly know why i was feeling like this and kreesha told me something that i'll always remember...(it's a secret) but it really opened my eyes to new things? i just have to look deeper within myself to figure out my real emotions and my real hurts and why everything happens. I just know that i'm done trying to impress you boo! come to me when your ready.
Btw, your silent comment hurt my feelings
just to let you know!
This is not at all how much i'm feeling blog more later =)
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