AWW.

Awww i hate crying it creates un wanted pimples =/ BLAH this day has been an emotional one. my best friend Laurelle called me and was just venting about how she had no "REAL" friends or anyone who wants to care for her. Her college life is not good as far as friends and i felt so helpless, i had nothing to say to her. That made me feel like a bad friend and that i wasn't there for her. We both were complaining about how we feel alone and have no friends that care about us, but the thing is we have each other and i love her so much. i may not tell her alla time but i do. i hope she does too! She has her boyfriend and me and her besties at school. I have her and my 3 friends at school, plus my online friends who i never see. So we just feel alone but were not in reality. But she doesn't go to my school and i really do feel alone. I hangout with losers at lunch and i have nothing to do with my life =/ ehh
so anyway, i'm just fed up with people and want to have a frsh start. But anyways i hope she feels better cause i didn't do a great job. Good deep convo<333


Laurelle and i were just talking about how people annoy us and how we should start calling people out on their bullshit. but i'm scared to alittle cause everytime i do that i look like the bad guy. But lately i'm sick and tired of people's crap! UGGGH!
and johnny is just dumb i'm tired of his hard exterior. he's a fucking pussy on the inside. He needs to be shot! haha or stapped to death haha jkeeding. Also people i'm surrounded by have no fun! i want to do something new and spontaneous. HELP ME? Also Laurelle wants to just meet people her own age who want to be around her is that too much to ask for? Nut i don't know life is so confusing. I guess me and laurelle were complainign about being alone , but really like i said earlier we both actually have eachother and we over look the fact that we do care for one another , even though we bitch moan and complain about eachother alllla time! hah. I just want to feel like people want to get to know me, cause i hate having to walk passed someone i know on myspace and they ignore, that's the definition of a fake BITCH!